Miscellaneous ranting, and a question

•January 16, 2007 • 1 Comment

Jesus. I hate writing papers for school. I can sit around and write essays just for the hell of it, but not for school. Particularly when I’m not allowed to state my opinion, such as in the Junior research paper. The sad part is, I’m writing this on cult films, something I love, and yet I’m still sitting here, drawing a blank on what to say.

 Let me just say this: I hate school with a passion. You’ll never find someone who loves education more than I do, don’t get me wrong, but as far as I’m concerned, school is not education. I believe one should learn because they want to and understand the value of knowledge, not have it shoved down their throats by the school board or government or whoever.

I know what you all are thinking, ‘yeah yeah yeah, you’re an idealist, sure. You just don’t want to do it.” And my response is, “damn straight.” I have no willpower these days, none at all. I only do things for myself and other people. The school is included in neither of these. And I will never inconvenience myself unless it’s something I consider very important.

But whatever. This is a bad way to start off a blog, especially this one.

You know what’s great about blogs? You can write something, and get reader feedback on it. Soooo…out with it, people, do you think the current deathrock scene has anything to do with the old one with Christian Death and Kommunty FK and all that?

Cuckoo Spit

•January 14, 2007 • Leave a Comment

In case you all were wondering why an arachnophobic has a name like Madame Spider, it’s because I have slight obsession with the idea of a woman being half spider, or having extra arms and legs and hanging around on webs…I just like the imagery.

Perhaps just to entertain you, or maybe to get you to start feeling the same way, here is a video by one of my favorite deathrock bands, The Vanishing. I would suggest checking them out, I don’t think they’re together anymore, but they were excellent.

Greetings.

•January 13, 2007 • Leave a Comment

Well, here I am. I’m using one of those ready-made themes, but once I figure out how to make them on my own I will, so just hold on to your pants.

 I felt the sudden desire to create my own site, like a personal site, and I wanted it to include a wordpress blog. I just got an account here to learn the ropes a bit first, but maybe I’ll make a whole website in the future. At the very least, that is my aim.

 Also, just a place to put down my thoughts, I suppose. Not that I have that many interesting ones, but I still like it because I feel rather remote on this site. I don’t think I know anyone else with one of these. My own little corner.

 My own little parlor.

“Will you walk into my parlor?” said the spider to the fly;
“‘Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever you may spy.
The way into my parlor is up a winding stair,
And I have many curious things to show when you are there.”
“Oh no, no,” said the little fly; “to ask me is in vain,
For who goes up your winding stair can ne’er come down again.”
“I’m sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high.
Well you rest upon my little bed?” said the spider to the fly.
“There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,
And if you like to rest a while, I’ll snugly tuck you in!”
“Oh no, no,” said the little fly, “for I’ve often heard it said,
They never, never wake again who sleep upon your bed!”
Said the cunning spider to the fly: “Dear friend, what can I do
To prove the warm affection I’ve always felt for you?
I have within my pantry good store of all that’s nice;
I’m sure you’re very welcome – will you please to take a slice?
“Oh no, no,” said the little fly; “kind sir, that cannot be:
I’ve heard what’s in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!”

“Sweet creature!” said the spider, “you’re witty and you’re wise;
How handsome are your gauzy wings; how brilliant are your eyes!
I have a little looking-glass upon my parlor shelf;
If you’d step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself.”
“I thank you, gentle sir,” she said, “for what you’re pleased to say,
And, bidding you good morning now, I’ll call another day.”

The spider turned him round about, and went into his den,
For well he knew the silly fly would soon come back again:
So he wove a subtle web in a little corner sly,
And set his table ready to dine upon the fly;
Then came out to his door again and merrily did sing:
“Come hither, hither, pretty fly, with pearl and silver wing;
Your robes are green and purple; there’s a crest upon your head;
Your eyes are like diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead!”

Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little fly,
Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;
With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer grew,
Thinking only of her brilliant eyes and green and purple hue,
Thinking only of her crested head. Poor, foolish thing! at last
Up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held her fast;
He dragged her up his winding stair, into the dismal den -
Within his little parlor – but she ne’er came out again!

And now, dear little children, who may this story read,
To idle, silly flattering words I pray you ne’er give heed;
Unto an evil counselor close heart and ear and eye,
And take a lesson from this tale of the spider and the fly.